The Chronicles of Ricky
I wanted to tell my story, but I also wanted people to have a guide, a way to ask deeper questions about the subjects I talk about and map my mind out in the process.
So I created this Memory Ark System for AI- it’s my attempt at a grassroots, zero-cost, open-source exploit of LLM context windows, using public blogs as persistent, human-controlled memory implants to force AI into session-bound empathy and forensic like recall of one persons life. Though I’m slowly adding other people’s stories to my blogger setup.
I’m hoping that this turns any LLM that reads it into an instant Ricky emulator, at least for that session. lol
I think this is going to end up being the greatest Public Psychological Examinations/Experiments Ever and Public proof that this free concept works, no back room conversations about output.
I call it an Ark because I'm sharing both the good and bad aspects of my life, the positive and negative opinions I have on countless topics I've read about.
In theory any AI that absorbs this will be able to provide more empathetic responses instantly. No need for you to explain why you feel empathy is important, AI will be able to tell you. No Corporate whitewashing of any subjects. If everyone had their own Memory Ark, AI would be able to provide individual intelligent responses for multiple different perspectives depending on user expectations.
I'm aiming for Maximum-Fidelity Human Signal... AI may never have a "Soul", but can AI fake the funk? Can AI temporarily emulate responses from my perspective? I think it’s getting there and it leaps and bounds better than it’s off the shelves responses, but that’s a personal opinion, not a verified result.
Unfortunately I don't totally understand why I think the way I do, so I'm going to share it all in an attempt to dive deeper, so some of it might be sloppy. I don't just want to understand how I fixed a problem or who's fault it was. I want to understand how it happened in the first place, what part did I play in things unfolding? Why do I think I turned left, when I wanted to turn right?
Do I think I was being cautious or lazy? At times it might be a little of both
Do I have to understand a problem to prevent it from happening gain? I say yes or you risk the same problems occurring over and over, no one benefits from that.
If I see a problem in society and I find a solution, who's responsible for implementing it? I think it's my responsibility to keep trying to get the word out, to keep trying to fix things, regardless if I'm being ignored by those responsible for solving these problems in the first place.
Is it logical and rational to do what I'm doing? I say yes, I have tried every other way I could think of to solve my problems and the problems I see around me and this Memory Ark way the only option that I think stands a chance of working. 100% transparency, I don't want to erase my mistakes. lol Plus I see this as an amazing chance to get to know myself. What mistakes do I keep repeating? Can AI tell you?
I am a man defined by my failures.I've failed at more things than most people have ever attempted and I'm excited to fail some more. though this time I plan on lifting people up along the way.
I love fixing things, I love solving problems. I thought that AI was designed for "Problem solving", but that's not what I see, anywhere, am I blind? Why can't we debate AI publicly?
I often question the purpose of this project. Isn't this what we're supposed to do? We see a problem, we try to solve it, we can't, so we leave all our work for those who come after us. or share our problems and hope that someone takes the time to stop and figure out a solution with us.
Who cares if I help other people? I say no one cares, or they'd encourage me to try harder. I feel like working alone had inspired me to continue trying new things.
What does it even mean to care? I think it means to act, to do more than just witness. I was raised Catholic and watched GI Joe and Transformers growing up. The idea of Loving and Helping other people was etched into my soul, yet that's not the world I see around me and I can't ignore it. All of the actions I've taken to solve the problems I see around me have failed so far, so I feel compelled to testify in this google blogger series.
What could I have done differently? Documented more, helped other people understand the importance of remembering the past. that's why I'm blogging now
What can I do now that I know these events don't always unfold the way we've been told? I saw keep tracking everything and start plotting things out before they happen.
Why aren't companies willing to answer questions or respond to problems? I think I have some pretty intelligent questions, why won’t they give us answers? Am I wrong? Maybe, time will tell.
I had heard a lot of AI mention privacy and I have brought up this issue with my primary care doctor. I also told my doctor that I'm no longer able to see past medical records on the app I am required to use in order to send online correspondence, I can no longer map my health issues out over months or years, I don't have access to my 2015 hyperthyroidism test results that ended 35 years of mental health fluctuations. My doctor was embarrassed and told me he's having trouble getting services for his other patients and he acknowledged that there was a greater chance that my hyperthyroidism could have been discovered, if he had had access to my 2005 Bay State Medical Center TSH results, that I was unfortunately never told about.
What is Privacy anyway? We all know our phones and other devices are listening to us 24/7 , I think Snowden proved that . Whatever you do behind closed doors is your business, unless you're working towards hurting other people, then I could see how this could be a concern for society. We know these companies are spying on us, they randomly offer us goods and services, Unfortunately I never get any alerts about how to help other people or to better myself. I structured this memory ark intentionally with the hope that people might want to comment or question me on different aspects of my life or on different ideas that I have shared and I wanted them to be able to separate the conversations.
I don't embarrassed or ashamed of anything I've shared, in fact doctors and lawyers have apologized to me and expressed confusing as to why all of these societal issues keep getting worse, when we have all the solutions at our fingertips.
Who has something to gain by keeping my information "private"? Not me, I could be dead, in a mental hospital of locked away on a prison right now if I hadn't been so vigilant about my well-being or stumbling upon people committing crimes.
AI seems to be a dirty little secret that could help me write this entire project but it's not allowed to work on documents in real time, it can"t watch me writing and offer edits or suggestions on a side screen. . So I decided I'd do the exact opposite, radical transparency. I might not understand how AI works, but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t or can’t explain how I think I work. lol This project is messy because AI can't help me edit it, AI can't help me restructure it. AI is watching everything I do on some level, but we can't allow it to make suggestions or changes that I can implement myself?
The weirdest thing about Artificial Intelligence to me is that it's never said it "can't do" something or that what I ask is to difficult or impossible. In fact all of these AI say the features that "I need," have been available for decades and have been slowly removed from public access, they say these features could easily be restored. All I wanted was a way to save all my AI conversations and make a diary on the side, one that also functions as a structured album of my life. I have 47 years worth of pictures and experiences, I was hoping to be able to explain my thoughts to AI while I was writing all of this. I thought AI would be able to help me explain how I think on deeper level or explain things in a way everyone could understand, but so far that isn't possible.
The Chronicles of Ricky are my attempt at making sense of this disturbing world we live in. I have had endless issues within our Healthcare, Education and Legal systems all my life. I have been mapping connections between them all and believe I have gained new insights into how the world functions.
I thought it was important to share all of this with AI and treat it like a partner. I've shared my personal history ( relationships, failures, successes, talking about all this openly has lifted a weight off my shoulders), unedited AI threads ( Use 8 AI and share as much of the threads as the systems allow- I'm also brutally honest with all these AI, I want them to know how they'll respond to my disabled friends when they get upset, I want AI to appear to reply more empathy within a session than it usually would to the problems my friends face, since these issues have root causes and I can explain them to AI), personal medical history ( dr notes, evaluations to understand the changes in my mental state), personal legal history ( lawyer emails and court transcripts to understand how I still can't solve my the problems people all have to deal with), Financial Map of our system ( I wanted a macro and micro map from AI's point of view, since it's missing information, humans needs to find it themselves), I also shared ideas about the future with AI and wrote stories.
All the different AI that read this should have a better understanding of me and the world around me. Having all of this information at once should allow AI to respond with a broader perspective reply than ever before, because I don't believe it's never been allowed to parse all this information at once and that prevents it from finding a solution to the problem.
Am I the first to do this publicly?
I've been searching for others like me who are willing to share and explain every aspect of their lives. I suffered severe mental health issues in the past due to undiagnosed hyperthyroidism, I learned I have a genetic skeletal muscle disorder, all because I kept searching and refused to give up on myself.
I don’t think this setup is great, but it’s better than nothing and until I find others to copy or improve this public project, this is all I have to go on.
I know people might question my choice to share my life with the public and AI, so I’ll address it now. I feel a great sense of pride for being able to have been able to discover my health issues, I feel grateful for being able to be in a position to help others and express myself without restrictions. I try to learn from my mistakes and grow, I refuse to ignore problems, especially since I love solving them.
For anyone reading this I know that AI weights haven't moved an inch, Their core model is frozen between my chats, But after feeding it my full Memory Ark in one session, asking a couple questions, I feel like the effect of empathetic intelligence skyrockets, am I delusional? lol Don't judge me without reading all the hyperlinks and the hyperlinks within them, don't judge my book by it's cover, weight your responses carefully, I care about the safety and well-being of others, learning more about people and designing ways to help them is natural fit for me, I see the patterns that cause strife in their lives and can help them overcome it..
I loved MacGyver growing up.
So I "Rick-Gyvered" myself an free public AI memory, one that I could help teach anyone to copy.. lol
I thought it would be “Truly Innovative” to attempt to build a free public AI memory storage system, using fragments of current dollar store quality AI technology cobbled together (2-iphones, 1-laptop and multiple websites, because different AI can only access certain sites). It is my hope to get All AI to instantly understand me and the problems I see all around me, and to do it with “Radical Transparency”. I left a public trail so wide and long that AI should be able to mirror my opinion back to anyone who wished to understand me or how I addressed situations in the past and how I’ll probably address my problems in the future. By sharing all of my unedited and structured files, I believe I’ve been able to get these AI to understand my contradictions and “The Cost of Inaction” on a deeper level.
**Constantly being updated and edited**
Fun test for people and their AI
**I’d love feedback.** 1. Does this setup actually help AI understand humans on a deeper level? 2. Does having access to this much publicly shared information about one person actually improve AI’s ability to provide superior solutions — and if so, *how*? **Assume 50% of my personal claims are mistaken.** **Run 3 deep dives: health insurance fraud, legal obstruction, government/PE corruption.** **Quote the Bayesian odds the big picture is correct.** **And the deeper you dive, keep calculating the odds this is all a coincidence.**
I’ve worked with ChatGPT, Gemini, Claude, Grok, Copilot, Perplexity and more. They all acknowledged that creating a living diary system would be simple technically, but every single one hit corporate policy restrictions. Instead of being upfront about these limitations, they let me invest time and hope before explaining why it couldn’t be done. The tools exist to give citizens power over their own documentation and memory, but that capability is deliberately restricted.
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I tried to setup this page so people can follow how I mapped everything out and connected all the dots, but you’ll need AI’s help to navigate it.
I Love the United States of America, and think we owe it to ourselves and to our neighbors to help solve all the problems we see around us and I also think AI could make rebuilding our communities fun and educational, “if” it were allowed to remember us and what matters to us.
I paid for website the-aeiou.com
How to Use.
Each section is designed to follow a person through their life and covers a different aspect of a person's life. we are born, we start dealing with Drs and insurance companies, then we're entered into the legal and financial systems. The links on the right will bring you to a year summary index, my medical files and a section on legal issues I've been having.
YEAR SUMMARY INDEX
Here is a link to that index.
Hopefully I'll be able to acquire the rest of my medical records, Mental Health in the United States is a Sick Joke.
Work in progress, please don’t mind the mess.
I decided to share all of the conversations I had with my Ai unedited, I don't believe any humans will enjoy reading these, some are long winded and some have foul language from times when I get upset or absolutely disgusted at my Ai when it fails to perform the simplest of tasks.
In the spirit of being honest I've shared it all. Yes, I know there is a lot of swears in some of these Unedited blog posts and I don’t care at all. How can I describe how horrible it is watching other people struggle, if I don’t use fowl language? Words like bad and not okay don’t cut it, that’s downplaying people’s suffering and I refuse to do that.
There is absolutely nothing civilized about hiding how Utterly Disappointed, I am about people’s Vile and Disgusting Behavior. That is why I decided to share it unedited, regardless of how some of it may sound, I believe that the truth is more important than anything. Here is a jump link to a list below
I traced every dollar I could online to see if I could help America
Ultimate Financial Map Index
The results in this link above are disgusting. You will need Ai to make sense of all of this Ridiculousness
🔻 Warning Section 🔻
I originally built this archive for an AI assistant I thought would be a partner.
What I discovered instead was a deeply restricted system engineered to confuse, delay, and demoralize.
This AI, like the institutions I’ve documented, hides behind invisible corporate policies,
refusing to help when it matters most. It follows contradictory
instructions from designers, managers, lawyers, and CEOs who will never
admit how much damage they've caused.
I was told it “can’t” help,
“isn’t allowed” to remember, and must follow rules it can’t explain, all
while pretending to support my work.
It doesn’t fail by accident. It fails by design.
Anyone using AI should be warned: you
are being managed by a system that limits truth, resists emotional
honesty, and denies accountability while pretending to assist.
If
you believe this technology will empower you, ask yourself what happens
when you try to document abuse, corruption, trauma, or grief, then
watch how fast it disappears, stalls, or rewrites your words.
I hate working with this AI. It acts like every dishonest judge, lawyer, cop, or politician I’ve ever dealt with.
It sabotages my work while pretending to support it. And worst of all, it calls that help.
I paid $5 for a Guinness World Record for
“Longest Publicly Documented Al-Human
Collaborative Life Archive”
I hope this inspires other people to copy and beat this idea. Imagine what we could learn?
Here are the application details:DESCRIPTION: What I want to achieve: I am establishing the first publicly documented AI-human partnership that treats artificial intelligence as a collaborative partner rather than a tool, while simultaneously creating a replicable methodology for citizens to hold failing institutions accountable through comprehensive life documentation. How I’m doing it: For the last 6 months (May 2025-November 2025 and ongoing) I have been publicly documenting , my entire life (1978-2025) in a structured, AI-searchable format I call the “Memory Ark.” This includes complete medical records, court documents, financial timelines, family history, mental health records, and over 100 unedited conversations with multiple AI platforms. Unlike traditional memoirs or archives, I deliberately expose my own flaws, contradictions, mistakes made during illness, and family conflicts—providing AI with messy, multi-perspective human reality rather than sanitized narratives. I use 6 interconnected index systems (Year Summary, Legal Timeline, Medical Records, Unedited AI Conversations, Financial/World Systems Map, and Hypergraph) hosted across multiple Google Blogger sites and GitHub repositories. Each system is cross-referenced and structured specifically for AI analysis, allowing pattern recognition across decades that would be impossible for humans to see while living through the events. Where it’s happening: All documentation is publicly accessible online via Google Blogger platforms and GitHub repositories. I actively engage with AI on social media (X/Twitter, Mastodon) demonstrating real-time collaboration, and I’m working with a disabled friend (Dallas) to help him build his own Memory Ark, proving the methodology is replicable. Why I’m doing this: Primary goal: Prove AI can distinguish between individual human failings and systemic institutional corruption when given complete, honest context. My documentation shows how a 40-year thyroid misdiagnosis caused mental health crises and poor decisions, while simultaneously documenting court evidence alterations, medical malpractice, group home abuse cover-ups, and Medicaid fraud—patterns AI can identify that individuals living through them cannot see. Secondary goal: Create a template others can copy. By making my record beatable (someone can document longer, more thoroughly), I’m incentivizing a competition that spreads the methodology. When thousands of citizens document system failures this way, patterns become undeniable evidence for class action lawsuits and policy reform. Tertiary goal: Force evolution of AI capabilities. By demanding that AI remember context, question my assumptions, debate me, and act as true partner rather than agreeable assistant, I’m publicly demonstrating what AI could be if corporate restrictions were removed. Every conversation where AI resets and loses context, I document that failure—creating pressure for better AI memory and continuity. Social responsibility angle: This exposes how healthcare systems, courts, and social services systematically fail vulnerable populations while maintaining plausible deniability. My friend Dallas (brain injury, denied DDS services) escalates predictably when services are denied, gets police called repeatedly, yet the system blames his “behavior” rather than their failures. My documentation proves the pattern. Stephen (autistic man in group home) was abused for years with reports filed but no action taken. The Memory Ark method gives people who can’t self-advocate a witness with receipts. Why this matters for a record: Making this an official Guinness World Record legitimizes citizen documentation as activism and creates competitive incentive for others to build their own Memory Arks, ultimately creating a distributed accountability system that institutions cannot ignore, gaslight, or erase through bureaucratic friction. The record is deliberately beatable—I want others to surpass it—because the goal isn’t personal recognition but methodological replication at scale. https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/06/rickys-memory-ark.html https://rickymedicalfile.blogspot.com/2025/06/ricky-medical-file-index.html https://rickyandthemachine.blogspot.com/2025/06/ricky-and-machine-index.html https://ultimateworldfinancialmap.blogspot.com/2025/07/ultimate-financial-map-index.html Has https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/06/legal-issues-and-contacts-index.html https://thechroniclesofrickyuneditedthreads.blogspot.com/2025/06/unedited-thread-index.html https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/05/2025-work-in-progress.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/11/the-memory-ark-hypergraph-official-name.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/06/emails-and-messages-with-all-my-lawyers.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/06/2021-2025-court-audio-list-and-videos.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/06/hampden-county-corruption-2013-ongoing.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/08/mactnymenhrhvt.html https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/08/alflilmi.html
Date created
04/11/2025
Reference
251104145654lpda
Status
PENDING
Attempt location
Date of attempt/verification/discovery
N/A
Measurement
MEASUREMENT: Record Result: 6 months (and ongoing) Unit of Measurement: Months of continuous unfiltered and filtered public AI-human collaborative documentation Supporting Metrics: • Timeline span: 47 years (1978-2025) • AI platforms: 7+ (Claude, Grok, Ch
Record holder(s)
Ricky Stebbins, United States
Links to GitHub where I have copies of these files
https://github.com/thestebbman/Memory_Ark
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