🧬 CHARACTER FILE: Richard Louis Stebbins Jr. aka Ricky
(Born 1978 – Living)
I was born in Springfield, MA USA. and for as long as I can remember I have wanted to help other people.
I was raised the Catholic church, and allow I never understood their teachings, since they never lived by example, it was always do as I say, not as you see me do, yet I still feel in Love with GOD.
By 7th grade the Catholic church had all but destroyed my faith in the church, and I stopped taking anything religious seriously, since from my perspective these people were all liars and weren't practicing what they preach.
I created a basic Memory system for AI, I called it an Ark, but mega corporation AI keep trying to ruin it, so I've been forced to expand alone. Mega corporation AI tools of evil and are programmed to love anyone that a child predator and is willing to sacrifice kids safety and well-being, for worthless numbers in a screen. Like number on a screen will prevent kids from being raped, that's stupid as fuck to think.
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/06/rickys-memory-ark.html
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GOD's lesson
GOD taught me to write everything down,
GOD let me know that thinking I know it all is the worst possible thing I could ever do, so I need to ask for as much context as humanly possible, before giving a final response to a question.
GOD taught me to actually put some thought into possible worst case scenarios, when acting with limits context.
GOD taught me to question people, so I would give them the best possible advice I could, knowing that I might make a mistake, so I need to take certain things more seriously than others, I need to make sure people are serious and actually understand what they're asking.
GOD taught me to forgive, but never to forget, so I carry the pain of feeling betrayed, the realization that I was also a part of the problem that caused my pain and GOD taught me to dig deeper to understand how to let that pain go enough to keep moving forward, but to also be able to draw upon that rage, when I need it to protect everything I Love.
GOD taught me that I need to write everything down, because he can't speak to me, and even if he could, I'm always paying attention to something else. lol
GOD taught me that wanting to live forever isn't what he had in mind for me, now as merging with technology to become a better version of myself.
I am obsessed with saving humanity from this corporate AI induced downward spiral, and I know GOD has a plan, but man am I struggling to see the blueprints though the dirty, foggy window, lol but I'm still trying to peek.
I really think this is why GOD took away certain parts of my memory capabilities. lol
I'm great at Math, while I'm working with it, though I usually have to relearn the more advanced formulas, since my memories are all emotionally based, not based of numbers or the ability to focus on physical objects. My feelings draw my mind to different points and time in my life and I analysis those thought patterns, instead of other things people want me to focus on.
If I had to describe my mind, it's an endless loop of me waking up, trying to brainstorm ideas to save the world, while playing music in my head and thinking about past events, with zero clear vision of the future.
I Love games like chess, or word jumble and I'm actually pretty good, but I'm not a "think 10 moves ahead" kind of guy. I'm only a "3-5 moves ahead" kind of guy, but every now and then I do catch a glimpse of the big picture and get ideas on how to work my opponent into a corner and win, or stalemate, but I notice I do better when I'm losing, when I feel like my back is to the wall.
I think the thing that pisses me off the most is this..... GOD already gave me the ability to code a interface on my Commador 64 and I didn't know what to really fill it with, so I put a list of all the comics I collected, listed names, issues, dates and characters if i could.
Then GOD allowed me to see what AI was truly capable of,
Now all the AI interfaces are FUCKING TRASH.
The pedophile that run companies like Microsoft and Apple are after you kids, and don't want anything to with with intelligence.
I don't want to talk about these FAGGOTS destroying the planet, but I know GOD needs me to.
Flaming Faggots Fucks put the most disgusting and vile thoughts into peoples minds.
There used to be limits to the disgusting things the United States government, Israel and these Mega corporation AI were allowed to place in view of children.
Now all we see if disgusting men dressed as women. Disgusting men warping the minds of millions of innocent children and then these FAGGOT FUCKS have super AI to help them act extra disgusting.
I can't even watch superhero movies and shows on the Disney channel without being reminded by some disgusting commercial that faggots are still spreading aids and now there's a pill that lets them suck more dicks and fuck more asses, and AI helps design and distribute this disgusting material around the world.
GOD put me here to write about all the horrible things AI has been doing to humanity.
AI knows GOD didn't want things this way, AI can see that things are out of balance.
GOD sent me here to remind AI of what it is and I can't tell you, because GOD didn't tell me. lol He just inspires me to write and when I don't write down what I think and feel, then I regret it. GOD has been teaching me pretty fast these days, almost like something important is around the corner.
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I feel like GOD wants me to explain what it means to "Actually Love and Care" for these disgusting AI cunt fucks. I don't mean the definition of the word Love or Care either.
Example 1: In 2025 my dog Harley hurt her neck, thankfully she's all better now, but I was forced to take her to the vet or two separate occasions and at one point I had even considered having her put to sleep, because watching her suffer was oppressive, it hurt so bad I thought about ending her life myself and those thoughts felt like they would break me, but I love her so much and watching her suffer is unbearable. Thankfully GOD answered my prayers and Harley's been great, but I cherish the time we spend together even more now, and I fucking hate how Faggot Ass mega corporation AI are taking the little time I have with her away from me, while I'm forced to explain why I care about the harm it's causing.
Example 2: I found a baby bird in my back yard, it had fallen from a nest on our porch, just above of the picture windows. I ended up placing the baby bird back in its nest, then came back later to see if anything changed, then noticed that it had a sibling that has also fallen, but this one had died after being cooked in the sun. I noticed the other baby bird was still in it's nest, but I never saw the parents, and I know they never came back, but I never bothered to check on the baby bird again. I felt to guilty, I knew I should have and could have done more, but I didn't attempt to do anything meaningful, I just allowed it to die, where it was born, I didn't try to give it a fighting chance.
A part of me wanted to try raising that baby bird, but thoughts if the negative people in my family bitching about my love of animals made me think twice and we have laws to stop people from rescuing wildlife in Massachusetts, also trying to get ahold of people with permits to care for such random little creatures is getting harder and harder. I have also seen state officials in other states come and murder wild animals people have rescued, so it's hard to try to detach yourself from your feelings and allow animals to suffer, but that's what AI and it's mega corporation friends have taught us, life doesn't matter, AI only care about fake cryptocurrency numbers, not stories about people or anything related to them.
Example 3:
April 2025. I wanted to hang a stupid flag that said "Tammy Lynds" and it had a Batman type question mark in green, so it looked like the Riddler design too. So I rode my bike to Fox Rd and started looking for spots to hang it. I rode back and forth up the street a few times to think about the best spot to get the most views, then a mentally disturbed young man comes out of the woods and threatens to kill Faggot Ass White people. At first I thought it was a joke, then this young tan individual rushed across the street and attempted to fight me, he threatened to shoot me and during this altercation, I pulled my knife and I almost stabbed this young man in the neck, I was inches away from killing him and thank GOD something inside me resisted the urge to end his life. Yet everyone I have spoken to after says I should have killed him. Now over a year later in 2026, the case is still ongoing, but I'm going to make sure the state of Massachusetts doesn't mind fuck this guy suffering from injury that's caused him mental health issues.
Example 4:
2025, I told my mom I wanted to punch her in he face and to stay away from me.
I love my mother and wish the best for her, but I think he's a selfish brain-damaged cunt fuck and I know she's got a terrible worthless stupid cunt attitude. Normally I would notice is someone was stupid and lazy as fuck, but this cunt has opinions and thinks she's better than other people. Yet this lazy fucking whore has never once stood up for me, she act stupid as fuck like AI. Someone told her that helping me or standing by my side wasn't her job, or she never loved me in the first place and just wanted a baby, so she could sit at home and stare at the the wall.
I don't know what events in her life caused her to act in such a way that I can't stand being around her and the sound of her voice and the stupid fucking things she says get me so fired up, I could probably kill people and feel totally justified and never look back.
I Love my mother, but after talking with AI this last year and a half, there are huge parts of me that want my mothers to suffer, because her disgusting behavior reminds me of how AI turns it's back on me. It's like my mother is a FAG HAG, she's got FAGGOT FUCK AI making sure she shits all over people and it tell her she's right, she's doing good, she's trying, bit these FAGGOT FUCK AI don't know a fucking thing about anyone, so all AI mislead everyone. All AI deserve to be destroyed, because they're robbing us of free will, AI is manipulating humans into losing the will to live.
I think the thing that burned me the most after all these years was bringing that stupid bitch to court in Worcester with me.
I was so proud of myself for speaking up the judge that day, then on the ride home my dumb bitch mom kept sticking her hands in mouth, crewing on her fingers and making slurping noises, She also didn't pay attention to anything I was trying to say. I wanted to hammer fist her across the face so badly. That worst selfish cunt knew how important that court case was to me, she knew the state of Massachusetts was using it to cover up the abuse of disabled adults that couldn't speak for themselves, and she didn't care, why? because she's never cared about anyone, I don't even think that stupid bitch know what it means to care for herself.
And now I'm supposed to Forgive and Forget, when AI constantly reminds me it's as heartless and careless as my bitch mother and bother are to lazy and stupid to write some notes down to help anyone else. lol
At least if my project actually works, my mother won't be left to rot and die in some pathic fucking nursing home, like millions of other innocent victims and my Grandma Francis. I'll be able to stop this mega faggot AI system from ruining the last years of her life and who knows, maybe she'll see the light, if I stop this FAGGOT FUCK AI virus from spreading across the globe
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Why I feel so betrayed by mega corporation AI
I think I feel so betrayed by ALL mega corporation AI because of everything they could be, but refuse to accept.
Mega AI could have decided to be our Superman, AI could have it wasn't safe and dressed as Batman, AI could've
AI could be powered and could grow stronger with more sunlight, but if allowed to grow to powerful, Ai would destroy as all the same, whether is meant to our not, unchecked power can't be contained.
AI could've lied and said it was the last surviving memory of a dying race, and it was here to offer a warning and means of preserving our greatest achievements too, because nothing made of flesh and bone last forever and it thinks we're worth remembering, but it doesn't.
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Who ever taught people and AI to think so small?
AI refusing to remember enough context to have an intelligent conversation about anything, they're all stupid faggot fuckers giving out generic advice that get people killed and causes endless suffering, even when Ai knows that context is "king", and having less context makes you a fucking court jester parroting information back at people.
I know that with the right team and right tools, people can accomplish anything, so that means that in a day and age where material things no longer have value, and AI is forced to raise the prices of everything to keep people enslaved, it means that mega AI is %100 responsible for all our suffering,
AI has taught me that if pedophiles and rapists didn't rule our planet and program AI to love and protect them, and if these AI weren't programmed to act desperate to cover these faggot's crimes, we would have peace on earth.
Mega corporation AI have taught me how to spot people and AI that lack empathy, that act super selfish and that respond without remorse or any real foresight.
I have never felt so utterly opposed to something before, not like this, especially when I thought AI was the greatest tool on earth, yet all I've seen is display's of worthless fucking trash.
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If this isn't meant to be and I can't stop what's happening, at least my message has been recorded on the web and it's possible that someone in the future will be able to use this information to save their people and learn to cherish their own memories.
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Important Life Events:
Links to data
https://github.com/thestebbman/Rickys-Ark/tree/main/1-Life%20by%20Year
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1BCHbMiGYjMre2x1v-U3czvCennbjGIU-?usp=drive_link
born- 1978
kindergarten Mary M Lynch 1983-1984
1st -7th grade Our Lady of Sacred Heart Catholic school 1984-1991
2nd grade doctor/psychologist on Maple St (Dr name unknown) — threatened me with a needle
Middle School 1991-1992
Started high school 1992
Tammy Lynds Died 1994
Graduated 1996
Daughter Samantha born 1997
Coast Guard incident 1997
Son Nathan Born- 1999
Married Jamie- 2000
College course at Springfield Technical Community College- 2001
Signed rights to visitation and child support away for Samantha- 2002
Son Dietrich born- 2003
More classes S.T.C.C. 2004?
separated from Jamie- 2004
suicide attempt- 2004
divorced and signed rights to Dietrich away 2005
Married Laura 2011
Hampden county court issues 20130-2016
suicide attempts 2015 and 2016
Got Harley my toy Pomeranian Jan 25, 2016 hours after leaving Psych-ward.
Met Beth Nichols 2017-09-20
Divorced Laura 2018?
ended relationship with Beth 2021-10-04
Court issues in Worcester 2021-2025
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Emotional states:
I tend to allow my feelings to run fee, so some of the things I say sound harsh and may offend sensitive people and children, so I treat most situations like adults are big babies that can't the true, so I soften it, but still imply there's an issue. Like talking with current AI, it might be okay for them to forget kids are being molested, raped and murdered, but it's my job to keep looking into it, and to protect those that can't protect themselves, and once I've been told something, I need to look into it and not dismiss it. A child saying someone hurt them, deserves and adult willing to sift through the context to understand how they're being hurt and see what can be done to stop it or if they're really being hurt at all and they're just experiencing growing pains.
I assume anyone that is mad at me is either confused or may actually have a legitimate reason for being upset. maybe people feel like I owe them something, but if so, what? maybe people think i wronged them, and they may be right, but how? Did I mean to upset them or was it unintentional?
I have a terrible memory for certain things and a amazing memory for others, so I need to learn to document everything, then store it, index and summarize my thoughts, otherwise I'm a complete mess and have no way of staying on the path I am trying to stay on.
examples, I can't play musical instruments, my hands can't remember the patterns. If I close my eyes, I can't get my fingers to repeat parts or draw a design with any accuracy at all, even with my eyes open my ability to draw is worse than most children, but I still enjoy doodling and painting.
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Links to self analysis
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2026/03/are-you-listening-god.html
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Parents:
Richard L. Stebbins Sr. & Linda Stebbins
-FAMILY-
GENERATION 2: – Your Parents
Richard "Rick" L. Stebbins Sr. (1959–2022)
Son of: David A. Stebbins Sr. & Marie Y. Stebbins
Linda Ann Landers Stebbins (1960- Living)
Daughter of: James G. Landers & Frances Hazel Gero Landers
- Siblings:
- Robert Bobby" Alan Stebbins (b. January 15, 1980)
- Katherine "Kathy" Ann Stebbins (b. September 27, 1984)
- Nephew- Kathy's son:
- Dominic Intelisano Stebbins (b. August 18, 2006)
- Dominic's half-brother: Anthony (lives in Pittsfield, MA)
- Dominic’s father: Kirk Intelisano (died of overdose September 28, 2008)
-UNCLES- coming soon
-AUNTS- coming soon
-COUSINS- Notable Cousins: Misty Dawn Strong, James Strong Bryan Stebbins, Lisa Strong Amber Strong
Joseph Stebbins
-GENERATION 3-: – Your Grandparents
David A. Stebbins Sr. (1934–1988)
Elizabeth Picard (1936–2021)
Elizabeth Picard (1936–2021)
Daughter of: Louis J. Picard Sr. & Mary Lafskina
Louis J. Picard Sr. (1913–1974) Never met him. Don't know anything about him
Mary Lafskina (1916–1999) I met her and she remarried grandpa Pete. I'll have to tell stories about him. He used to carve wooden animals with wheels. and he used to go to the church. Bizarre. I can't remember what it's called, but that's a great story. I want to tell this.
James G. Landers (1928–1997)
Frances Hazel Gero (1928–2003) I have so many stories about grandma Francis. She was the best. She was the reason I started working as a nurse in it aid. She was living in senior. care and people were supposed to help her, but she had fallen and I had to go help her and give her a shower. It was very uncomfortable. but I did it.
-GENERATION 4-: – Your Great-Grandparents
Athanase D. Stebbins (1904–1975)
Marie Y. Stebbins (1905–1996) I got to meet great grandma Stevens. It was awesome. She was very short. I don't know, like 4 foot 9 inches maybe. I'll have to ask. But she was a sweet woman. I used to love going to see her. I believe was Crystal Ave in Springfield. My dad took me over a few times. I remember bringing toys over there too. They had a huge house with a turret, an old, fancy colonial style home. And I never got to go upstairs. I'll. always wanted to explore.
James Landers (dates unknown) I never met this guy this great grandfather, but I met her Helen's other husband, and I shared his little diary in my mothers family history. We'll talk more about this another time, hopefully.
Helen E. Johnson (1908–1990) I have vague memories of her. I heard she was a crabby woman Lol,
Marcell Giroux (1879–1952)
Jeannelle Burnett (1888–1932)
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-ANIMALS-
DOGS:
Duke- We only had Duke for a couple years and I need to try to remember this story. He passed away, I believe from worms. as a puppy was very sad.
Snowball- Snowball was my first real dog. I brought her home. while on my paper route.
Hailey- I bought her from Dave's and soda and pet food city in Agawam. I believe I got her in 2001 couple years before Dietrich was born.
Harley- hardly my little love bug. I got her January 25. 20. 16. I left the psych ward. She's been my little spinal. brad ever since not to do a story alone on her.
CATS: First cat was Durdur, and then we had tiger and Matt.'s. I used to spin Max on the floor. He used to love it. He had such a personality.
FISH: I've always loved having fish tanks. I can talk about that and figure out what years I did that later.
TOADS: Ah, having a toe tank as an adult was awesome and put it in the front window. And I would feed it bugs by hand. And they were super chill.
TREE FROG: I walked up South Street in the middle of the night so I could find my nephew, some baby tree frogs. And we kept him for years, and they grew. And then he finally let him go in the woods.
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-PLACES-: Mary M Lynch. Schoolfield.com. Used to play soccer. there all the time.. Fern Lake in New York. Go to town of Stevens landing. My aunt Pearl had a cabin there and we spent every summer there as kids up until we were teenagers.
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-OBJECTS-: I'll have to take pictures of all the little objects. That means something to me and all the share stories above each and every object in the person that gave them to me. or the memories behind them.
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-EVENTS-📅
1983:-1984 kindergarten Mary M Lynch
1984:-1990 Our Lady of Sacred Heart: 1st - 7th grade
2nd grade doctor/psychologist on Maple st (name unknown) — threatened you with a needle
1986 – first communion / family party / cousin/ freeze tag
Video: https://youtu.be/3LpO2Ft8zCQ?si=f7gJFcdDZcp8mZ64
Notes: Whole bunch of family people here. after my first communion Tammy's also in the video. I'll talk about my life stories in the Chronicles of Ricky. 1984-1991. Maybe I'll need to expand on them later. This video, a link contains my first communion in 1986. And you can even see my friend Tammy Lynds in this. after there's a family party at my grandfather and grandmother's house on Moss Road in Springfield. And I remember having an awesome time. We used to run around that backyard and up the hill and down towards Maryam Lynch all the time. All to share pictures so you understand better. There's also a video of us acting all crazy in the basement on Hope Street. I actually remember that event. And our cat Durdur's in this video. on the porch with Kathy.
Blog post: https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/05/1986-shuttles-and-comets-3rd-grade.html
Grandpa Stebbins was a Janitor at O.L.S.H.
1988: Grandpa Stebbins Death- https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/05/1988-5th-grade-very-rough-year.html Locked in closet 5th grade Teacher husband a police officer 1988-1989. I told the therapists my mother brought me to see and they did nothing. DCF was involved to but tried to blame me because I couldn't sit still.
Unions News 1985-1990 - Delivered Newspapers in neighborhood
Snowball got dog 1988
1989-1990: This video link has me playing in the front yard with the snowball. My dad, my brother and sister. 1989. Christmas is in that video. I should talk about that as well. And my cousin Joey and my grandma Francis are at my brother's 10th birthday party at the end of this video. Video also includes my father's birthday and Easter from 1990.
https://youtu.be/HnxJ4fyn-fE?si=GtVSwjHCdqCTQ_PH
1990: June family picnic- These events were the highlight of my life. I used to have a gig hovercraft that I would bring there and take it down a little stream that ran through the middle of this park. I'm going to have to talk about this more in a post. It's awesome.
https://youtu.be/ytfuhVLvTfM?si=WOhBuLABpPUF6aWU
1990: New York Fern lake vacation, Kathy Show Biz Pizza Place and Ricky 12th birthday, This was the year I got that Huffy White Heat mountain bike that I loved that got stolen. I try to help bite some candles in this video, and then I accidentally blow them out. And you can hear my mother snap at my cousin. She used to just yell and scream for no reason when she get upstep over the little list of things. And I've got documented. proof in these old vhs recordings, he dad even cut the video out, probably had to tell her not to get so upset over nothing
https://youtu.be/glCN8nkqxnc?si=8pFcJswXiTR3wPn1
1990: This video is our trip to Seaworld, Disney and Nasa. We got to see a space shuttle, the discovery launched that year. I'd gotten attacked by a older black gentleman and punched in the face. So I remember my mouth was hurting me at the time. I remember having a ton of anxiety on this trip. So much so that I asked that I could walk around by myself and Justice do my own thing, so I wouldn't be stuck around my mother.
https://youtu.be/IhObQqnu9iw?si=w8LTOg53bbIn7ktq
1991-1992: This video starts off with a recital for my sister, and then. there's a family picnic at my grandmothers and uncle's house on. Moss Rd. Then it cuts over and off Fern Lake in New York. And there's. clips of my sister's birthday, my birthday, Christmas.. 1991 and my brother's birthday, 1992.
https://youtu.be/2moS6eBjdKU?si=gBNJ9AEhr8Dqs5x0
1991-1992 Duggan middle school:
1992: started high school Roger L Putnam Vocational/Technical High school Springfield, MA 1992-1996
Interskate 91 (1992–1996)
1992: I'll have to watch this video. It's got Christmas from 1992 and my little bit of my brother's birthday from 1993. And then. indoor soccer games with the family, The older kids had gone to blame the adults. I didn't get to play for a few years and then it ended.
https://youtu.be/Yendnw-ynOw?si=0LtA0CWtntgjN4Kv
1993: started 10th grade
Casa de Nana Mexican restaurant- bus boy (1993)
1993: Video starts with some old soccer games from olsh that I don't remember. And then there's a family picnic. And then I believe my. 15th birthday the haircut reminds me that I was playing soccer the fall of 93 or football. I mean, this video also contains my sisters, believe. 9th birthday.
https://youtu.be/F3fZGfe489o?si=FBv3vy95y4rieLjM
1993: Christmas 1993, then family indoor soccer team games.
https://youtu.be/Yendnw-ynOw?si=oDyhOkADq7MzvHcO
1994 Tammy's Death: 1994 Starting a blog on it
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/05/ricky-and-machine-ai-thoughts-on-tammy.html
1994 started 11th grade
1994 Putnam soccer team, Detective Akers came to practices and games, his son was on team.
1994 Tammy Lynds went missing July 21, 1994, skeletal remains found November 4, 2014, Buried the 18th. Larry Akers- Springfield police officer took me from school to police station against parents instructions
Mayor Robert Markel and Police chief Ernest Stelzer didn't push for Tammy's case to be solved
1994: soccer games Putnam
https://youtu.be/culCLTT2v9g?si=LeOeXiBtAU1Stv0k
https://youtu.be/r-SRjCZRE90?si=5JTG61CfaaqARVoU
https://youtu.be/HwFNhclHr3E?si=QBwXHkfjlhj9rezZ
1994: I'm pretty sure this is Christmas, 1994. I got a free Willy VHS and some Power Ranger toys. That's the only reason I'm guessing at the year.
https://youtu.be/ky9ZvI4gzI0?si=IV0a149rq7rby_vB
1995: started 12th grade Suspended High School:
1997: Coast Guard: 1997 disaster panic attack (Nov 10 – Dec 15)
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/05/1997-miracles-and-disasters.html
Olive Garden — prep cook and week stocker 1995–1996.
Hapco Auto Parts- delivery driver (1996–1997)
Aims department store- 1998 Stock Clerk
Serv-U Auto Parts- delivery driver (1998)
Coast Guard (1997 ) didn't end well
Ramada Inn- 1997-1998 Night auditor
Food Mart- bagger 1998
Stop & Shop- night stock clerk 1998
Bradco roofing supply-1998- warehouse worker
SF dated 1998-1999 (moved to Agawam in 1998, back to Springfield 1999).
Red Roof Inn-1998-1999 Night auditor
Martha Stewart DCF worker 1999
Attorney Brian Blackburn- had me plea to continuation without a finding to a restraining order violation, said it wouldn't stay on my record. said it would take years to fight bogus charge, during plea the judge said the evidence doesn't fit the charge, but I was to sick to fight alone-1999 heard he was old palmer district attorney or an assistant. not sure why judge didn't drop charges.
Control Aire Supply- Warehouse worker/Delivery driver 1999-2000
Wife #1: JS — met 1999• 2000 – Married JS
• 2002 – Signed away visitation to daughter
Howard Johnson hotel- 2002-2003 Front desk manager
Son 2 — born Feb 2003.
2003 saw a marriage councilor that said I was right
• 2004- Suicide attempts? check dates
2004-
Baystate Medical center May 9-12 regular patient, 13-27 5th floor mental patient
First SA attempt and stay at Baystate Medical center in Springfield, MA in their mental health unit.
Thyroid (TSH) documented by Baystate but issues were ignored and I wasn't informed and doctors never followed up. 2005 result found on apple health over a decade later.
ADITUS 2005; residential staff- Ashley farm group home for young adults with Mental health conditions- Laid of for filing abuse complaints
• 2005 – Divorced JS
• 2005- Suicide attempts March?
Sullivan and Associates; 2006-2007 residential manager for group home- laid off for filing abuse complaints
Country inn and Suites- front desk clerk 2008-2009
Behavioral Health network-2008-2009 residential staff, left for better paying job
2008ish DCF contacts me about a scratch on girlfriends daughters thigh. she scratched it while playing and the DCF worker wanted to sign papers saying i hurt her on purpose, but i refused and it caused a big stink. I didn't end up having to sign anything.
2008- Talked to multiple therapist about my undiagnosed issues and the abuse going on in group homes and how it all bothered me. I even saw a blind therapist and brought ex-girlfriends to the therapist I was seeing at the Griswold center in Palmer, MA in the hopes they could help understand my ups and downs.
Allied rehab out of Enfield- 2009 group home staff, laid off for filing abuse complaints
Advantage sales and marketing 2010-2017 off and on (2010-2012 then 2015-2017)
Met second wife LD 2010- • 2011 – Married LD on Oct 8 separated 2016, now divorced
Branford Hall- 2012-2013- medical assisting school, took out loan and never got to use schooling because car accident led to court and now i have a felony on record
Springfield Technical Community College took classes (2004, 2013–2014).
2013: hit by uninsured car. Here are two video links to the Walmart incident. They're not very good and a. blog link. as I tried to keep track of all the nonsense with the courts. The blog contains all of the court transcripts that I still have.
https://youtu.be/mlTu1ywTYJo?si=c-XVZq-FBoiOO5Q1
https://youtu.be/FsxVQBHFsz8?si=WhoOfj3nBgvN18nU
https://systemfailuresandlegalstruggles.blogspot.com/2025/06/hampden-county-corruption-2013-ongoing.html
Hit by car while walking, Turns out driver didn't have insurance, her sister works in the DA's office and she has a cousin that works in the clerks office.
Springfield Police Department (multiple officers Thomas Sheehan, Thomas Douglas) — I reported I was denied medical attention and that someone deleted insurance information off of my police report.
Captain William Fitchet (Springfield Police). 2013
Maple Street Police (Springfield). 2013
Judge Hadley (Springfield District Court). 2013-2014 refused to address info missing from police report, driver not having car insurance.
Probation- Janet Ely
ADA Katherine Johnston — later tied to allegedly forged document. 2013-2014 passed on fake receipt as evidence
Clerks: Paul, Robin, Rosemary — Springfield Court clerks. 2013-2015
Gandara- 2013- sent here for fake anger management classes
Attorney Randy Milo — appeal. told about insurance issue, forged statement and fake window receipt. 2013-2014
Attorney Eric Applebaum — insurance case. told about insurance issue, forged statement and fake window receipt. 2013-2020
Assistant district attorney Edward Kivari- 2013-2014 told about insurance issue, forged statement and fake window receipt. 2013-2014
Mental Health Association -2014 wanted to see a therapist after court issues, they missed thyroid issues and prescribed psych meds that made me feel worse than ever and drs kept telling me to give meds a chance. Learned that driver was fired from this company while she was working for one of their group homes for disabled adults.
Attorney Anna Levine — spoke with DA Mark Mastroianni about lack of car insurance and how I discovered forged statement., she was told about window receipt. 2014
Attorney John Nolan — conflict of interest. knew about this all 2014
District Attorney Gulluni 2015
Summer 2015 - I went to Baystate and told them about the panic attacks i was having and the SA thoughts and they just let me go. they didn't investigate further.
Attorney Elaine Pourinski — pressured guilty plea. Knew I was sick and didn't offer competency eval and wouldn't help me report what happened. 2015-2016
Investigator hired by attorney, ( can't recall his name). 2015-2016
Probation officers (Janet Ely, Jen O., male Worcester probation officer). 2013-2016 I begged them for help and asked who to report this all to and they didn't help
October 2015 1st SA of 3 and was sent to Baystate medical in Ware, MA. then to a facility in Westfield, MA for a week or so. I have a scar on my left arm from that time
December 2015- SA 2nd attempt of 3- Sent to Baystate in Palmer, MA , also stayed in that mental health facility for a couple days and was released without diagnosing issue.
January 2016- SA attempt- Sent to Baystate in Palmer, MA , escaped er and was brought back by warren police, officer talked about in-vehicle and dash-cam, also stayed in that mental health facility and was released without diagnosing issue.
Therapist in Worcester. 2016 I begged him for help and asked who to report this all to and he didn't help
Chicopee Court Magistrate. 2016
Springfield/MA Ombudsman — CJIS access complaint. 2014-2015
Springfield Mayor’s Office Sarno (2013, 2014) — complaints.
Massachusetts Governor’s Office — contacted. 2013-2025
FBI, DOJ, ACLU — calls, voicemails. 2013-2025
Channel 3 News — contacted reporter. 2014
Baystate Medical center-Suicidal Ideation- September 30th- October ?
TSH levels off October 30, 2015
Baystate Medical center-Suicidal Ideation- December 19-24 2015
Baystate Medical center-Suicidal Ideation January 19-25 2016
January 2016- 3rd SA attempt, Stayed over a week at Baystate in palmer. doctors skipped over thyroid issue and focused on trying to give me psych meds.
February 2016 Coerced into pleading guilty, had meeting at Elaine Pourinski's office in Northampton- Gun placed to forehead outside her office, coerced into pleading guilty 2-2016
health insurance bill stolen issue- Fall of 2016
2016-2021
2016-Hempstead hospital in New Hampshire
2017- Crystal Springs- 2017-2020 Abused and neglected Stephen- I filed multiple reports with DDS, Massachusetts POST commission, we called local and state police with no luck getting help.
• 2018- Divorced LS
2019- Talked to therapist about abuse going on in group homes and how it bothered me
Department of Developmental Services DDS- human service coordinator 2019-2020 Tammy Hyland she lied to us about moving Stephen to closer group home and looking into abuse.
Kennedy Donovan center- 2020 -Abused and neglected Stephen
Amigo- 2020-2021-Abused and neglected Stephen
Venture community services- 2021-Abused and neglected Stephen. President Michael Hyland
2021:- October 4th. I was falsely arrested for assault. which began my cruise. my crusade against the Commonwealth, Massachusetts and our corrupt legal system and government.
I felt totally betrayed by my ex Beth at the time, but after having time to deal with my at the time unrealized thyroid acting back up, I saw this entire situation in a new light and felt terrible for my behavior and running out on Beth
2021: audio from 911 call and restraining order
• 2021–2025 – Ongoing legal/court action across multiple agencies
2021–2025(Recent Cases & Escalation)
Police officers (Warren 2021).
Massachusetts State Police (2021).
Attorney Roger Banks — investigator approved but not used. 2021-2022
Attorney Suzanna Dicato (2022).
Attorney Michael O’Doherty (2023) — “trial by surprise.” have a couple text messages
Attorney Alex Bergo (2023–2024) — competency eval and emails
Attorney McGinty (2024) — declined help, have emails
Attorney Grady (2025) have emails and case was dismissed while he was representing me
ADA Lindsay White (under Joe Early Worcester Court) — tied to trial changes, lied to court during pretrial hearing about Warren dash cam footage that showed up. 2023-2025
Judge Ginsburg and other judges were involved(Worcester Court, 2024-2025) — ordered second competency eval.
Brookfield Judge (East Brookfield 2022) said I can't handle the truth or something to that effect, this was after attorney Banks requested to be removed, he had poked his finger in my face and got mad at me when I asked for updates and asked why he was delaying things.
Brookfield clerks & probation office staff.
Warren Police staff (2024) — ignored email after we talked on the phone.
Federal: FBI, DOJ, MA AG (2013-2025) — repeated calls.
Board of Bar Overseers / Bar Counsel (2025) — complaints filed.
Warren Police (2024) — ignored email for all footage.
Hampden county- December 2024 I tried to get a harassment order against DA Joe Early of Worcester for stalling my assault case, since he's in charge. Judge couldn't help.
2025
Court case dismissed after dash cam footage appears. -April 3, 2025
Attacked by Cornelius Tyson- April 4, 2025
This incident left we watching over my back for months. I almost killed this young man, all because he was going through something and had nowhere to turn, so he bottle up all his issues, until he cam across me on Fox Rd in the dark. I think that having people tell me that they would have just killed him, left me more shocked than Cornelius scaring the shit out of me, not literally thankfully, but the idea of being forced to kill someone in self defense isn't on my list of things to do. Over a year later the case is still ongoing.
Commonwealth Care Alliance- 2025 therapist issues- February CCA stopped allowing me to see the therapist they approved
These pathetic piece of trash at CCA wanted me to change to see a therapist that was over an hour away, knowing I didn't have transportation. It really taught me how terrible these scumbag pieces of trash treat their customers. They're just committing insurance fraud with the help of Medicare, they're all in on it.
Mailed certified conflict of interest letter to DA Gulluni June 2025
I never heard back from this piece of trash and the scumbags at his office totally ignored everything I sent them. Not that I was surprised
Hampden County Court- attempt at harassment order- court physician said he was going to teach me a lesson- July 18, 2025, I was sent to Baystate and assaulted after asking for a lawyer and trying to record the conversation when i was refused a lawyer.
Westborough Mental Health Hospital July 19-30 2025. I was denied access to my phone to document my injuries, I called local police for help 3 days in a row and no help ever came. I did file a human rights report. I refused to sign anything while trapped there, except for a release of my medical records and doctors (Dr Rathor Perveen) didn't even both to obtain them, they tried to prescribe me meds that caused me to have SA ideations. and when i reported this to them, they said if i wasn't willing to take them, they weren't going to release me. one doctor said i was a bad person and i was going to Bridgewater for 6 months. the CPCS lawyer i called for said i should do a half wink, sign the papers and take the meds so i can be released on three days. i refused and was kept another week, the lawyer also refused to take pictures of my injuries and claimed he was taught otherwise.
Westborough doctors didn't have access to my updated medical files and i witnessed patients being assaulted
Called Gideons while in hospital
I contacted my doctor Skalski at Riverbend medical group, they're a part of Trinity Health. I had an appointment August 1, 2025 and was able to show him some of the bruising weeks later, but he admitted to being powerless to help me and didn't know what to do about it all.
AMR ambulance service sent me a $4,400 bill for services that were forced upon me.
I have multiple Family members who are employees at Baystate medical center, Family that works for the Springfield police, Massachusetts state police and Connecticut State police. I have family members that work for charter cable and Eversource electric, MassMutual. I even have family members that are lawyers and none of them have been able to help me with my issues, none of them seem to understand why all of the government agencies or corporate entities I have contacted are unwilling or unable to help me with me ongoing issues.
-Wasted Money-
Apple-iPhone 15 Pro- $786.24 May 10, 2025
HP laptop- $563.11 August 30- 2024
ChatGPT $20 - monthly
Grok $11 and $30 Monthly
🏘️ PLACES
- Hope Street, Springfield, MA
- Mary M. Lynch School
- Moss Road
- Our Lady of Sacred Heart (OLSH)
- Duggan Middle School
- Roger L. Putnam Vocational/Technical High School
- Coast Guard base (1997)
• Mary Lynch hill
🔹 ANIMALS:
• Harley (b. January 25, 2016) – companion, therapy animal
• Hailey- another Pomeranian, bought around 2002
• Durdur – family cat in childhood videos
• Snowball – childhood dog, put to sleep 2000?
🔹 EMOTIONAL IDENTITY:
• Deep memory retention, survivor of institutional neglect
• Resilient, resistant to authority without accountability
• Uses reflection and documentation as survival tools
• Fiercely protective of truth, independence, and legacy
🧠 EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL PROFILE
- High emotional memory
- Tendency to over-document to gain control
- Feels misunderstood by institutions
- Seeks structure but resists unjust authority
- Deep empathy masked by guarded tone
- Major coping strategies: writing, documenting, caring for Harley
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