2016
January 2016 I drank some rat poison and attempted to commit suicide again an ambulance brought me to the Palmer emergency room. Escaped and made it back to Warren. Warren police officers came and brought me back to the emergency room and on that drive we talked about their dashcam and in vehicle recording system that they had gotten. I told that officer how Springfield police officers denied me medical attention and I caught ADA Johnston providing a fake receipt to the courts all because that driver did not have car insurance and she was driving with a suspended registration and had a rejection sticker for safety. I told that officer that this driver had a sister in the district attorney's office and had friends that were police officers
At some point getting out of the psych ward January 25 and being forced and depleting guilty February 5. I was went to a scheduled for a meeting at my lawyer, Elaine Pourinski’s office in Northampton And when I showed up, a man and older gentleman pulled out of small hammerless revolver, and placed it to my forehead and took the files that Elaine Pourinski had asked me to bring that day. He told me not to pursue this case and I was a complete disaster and I didn’t know what to do. When I walked into Elaine Pourinskis office, I was a complete wreck and she told me there’s nothing she can do and she doesn’t want me calling the cops, She told me she’s having knee surgery and she’s worried for her safety and Her family safety. I thought obligated to stay quiet, Plus, I felt like a complete disaster because I was so sick at the time and barely holding it together as it was. Obviously, looking back I know this is a complete setup and she was just playing stupid because she knew I was sick. All these court appointed lawyers are scum and I’m gonna prove it. I’ve got years worth of data to track.
I don't know why there's not more information here my marriage with Laura dissolved I was March it was pretty rough I was a disaster after losing that court case since I'm sure she couldn't deal with my nonsense anymore and I didn't even know what my nonsense was all about.
Our breakup was terrible she wanted to keep Harley and there was no way in hell I was going to let that happen. When I was in the Psych Ward she knew my father said that we could not have a dog his rules said no. And she talked me into agreeing to get a puppy while I was in the psych ward anyway and showed me a video which I'm going to place online and add to this
Saturday April 16th did the Westfield Wildwater Canoe races this year I erased with my brother we came in second place and a bunch of his friends raced as well
May 22nd we went to the coolest World War Two reenactment event I've ever seen in my entire life. I took Dominick one of my brother and his kids.
Sept 2015, I had developed breast tissue and had to have it removed. It was quite embarrassing from all the drugs that those doctors were pumping me up Misdiagnosis
Dominic played soccer this year, I think that was the last year that he played as well.
July 3rd my mother sent me a goofy picture of Harley jumping on dominic's dog's Bugsy's back
I took Dominic fishing in the Chicopee River underneath the bridge between Wilbraham and Ludlow. I have fond memories of going there as a child we caught a pickerel that had a wound on its side. i'll have to tell that story later.
September 2016 Tammy's sister Allison reached out to me September 4th I hadn't talked to her in 25 years since before her sister died. I tried to tell her everything I could remember but I was really sick at the time and when I went back and read my messages I realized that I told her some things that were wrong. The police had twisted some of my words and I don't know why I told her what they wanted me to say.
Took Dominic over my dad's September 5th for a family get together even though I had moved out at the beginning of the year I still kept trying to work on everyone's relationship
met Beth on plenty of fish a dating site and we went to see suicide squad at the Hadley movies theater at the Hampshire mall and then got chicken wings and talked at Arizona pizza after for a few couple hours. I told Beth My life story, the issues I had with my children’s mothers, the issues I had in the Coast Guard, my suicide attempts, and my troubles with the courts.
She told me all about the abuse her son suffered in a group home near fall, How the state of Massachusetts place their son as far away as possible, and did nothing to help him when he was assaulted, she only discovered her son was injured when her and her husband daughter arrived for a surprise visit around Halloween in 2015 and discovered that he was bleeding from his ear and they called 911 and he was brought to the emergency room, It was discovered that someone slapped him across the side of the head and blew out his eardrum. The company that he was staying with, tried to cover it up and bleach the room before police rrived. Beth tried to take her son home after that to care for him, but he had suffered too much PTSD, and she was forced to allow the state to take him and place him in the psych ward in New Hampshire, two hours away,And that ruined her marriage with her husband, and since my marriage was Destroyed for my court issues as well, that’s how we were able to meet. Both of us were screwed by the state and it ruined both of our marriages.
After that, the next day, we met up and went to the bridge of flowers in Shelburne Falls mass and took a ride, hoping to see a sunset overlooking north Adams, but we didn’t have any luck.
After that, we became inseparable we hung around all the time I believe we went to visit her son in the psych ward the very first week we met. I think it was just three days later or four days later.
- New Hampshire psych ward:
Beth’s son was placed 2 hours away even though there were closer options. You explained how doctors and state workers lied, sedated him, and even threatened to accuse Beth of abandonment to coerce her into unsafe placements .
Nice I’m glad you caught that cause I’m gonna talk about stuff like this. You put in parentheses Beth made me drive. I wrote that when I was sick, I didn’t feel that way when I was healthy. I used to love driving. We used to talk all the time. When I was in the passenger seat, I had tend to see to play on my phone and stare out the window and not pay attention. But when I was driving, I would pay more attention and be in the moment.
Link to Bay State Mental Health Records 2015-2016
https://rickystebbins78.blogspot.com/2025/06/2015-2016-bay-state-medical-records.html
Medications for the year.
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