1998 Not thinking Straight

 So I started this year working at the Ramada Inn in Chicopee a family friend Mark Festa had got me a job. I started as a janitor just vacuum in the hallway and cleaning windows and then when they saw how fast I got it all done and I just wanted to leave they offered me a 3rd shift night auditor. I don't think that was good for me because all I did was sit alone I didn't have anybody to talk to just plenty of time to think about the fact that I kept failing. I met one girl that while I was working there and she bet me $20 that I wouldn't smoke a cigarette and I took her bet and I won my $20 lol

That year Titanic came out a bunch of us went to see it like four times I even saw it with a fellow night auditor that I used to talk to. Have to call around and ask for people their occupancy and the rates. 

Got that horrible job selling Tri-Star, vacuum cleaners, also known as the silver pig. What a piece of junk, we are told not to wrap the cord around the device probably cause the wires were gonna snap because they were a low quality. This is the only time in my life I’ve ever done any type of salesman position absolutely hated it. First of all, I’m a terrible liar. I’m not going to pretend that I absolutely love something when I don’t know anything about it. And then the guys I worked with were such scumbags. One time we were driving towards Springfield on 57 in Agawam and I was following these guys throwing so much trash out the window. It probably would’ve been like a $10,000 fine. lol And I’m supposed to respect these kind of people that’s absolutely ridiculous.I felt terrible at this time of my life. I had so much anxiety I remember sitting in that crummy little building at the end of 57 in Southwich.202.





That I got a job learning how to do roofing so I did that all summer  



fall while I was dating sf. We made a couple trips down to Delaware that summer I got a ticket for speeding even though I wasn't speeding. Feeling really sick in Delaware and then my car started acting up and nobody wanted to help. Some bad gas in the car wouldn't accelerate over 50 miles an hour and that was a long drive home with three women in a baby and they wouldn't change his diaper I remember. I got mad and yelled at him and pulled over and forced them to change his diaper when he was screaming and as soon as they changed his diaper he stopped crying. Some women are so lazy and ridiculous it's unimaginable I started going to court so I had to get a different job so I started working at Bradco roofing supply and then I got laid off for Christmas.

met SF moved to agawam. big mistake. Man I met her through a friend and he was friends with Bonnie who was fri I met some people SF, and my dad gave me grief about staying out too much and I wasn’t feeling well and I felt rebellious so I moved out into some one. I didn’t know his apartment in Agawam and that was a disaster.


I remember running into my cousin Bryan Stebbins At a Chinese food restaurant in West Springfield, Massachusetts. He was by himself and I was with an ex-girlfriend at the time, and I started chatting with him and we sat with him If he really wanted company, but I always liked hanging out with him and talking with him. This is the last time I ever saw him alive again. ends with the mother of my daughter tony Davidson.


At Christmas time after picking Samantha up I was heading home driving down Parker Street at the corner of Wolverham Road who were stopped at a green light some old man got out of the car went and tried to grab the handle to Samantha's door I jumped out of the car and started punching him in the face and there's blood everywhere and I didn't even realize I left my car in drive in it pumped into his bumper. Well the cops arrived they told me I should have strangled them to death and should have kept beating them

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