1-14-1994
2-8-1994
- Date: February 8, 1994
- Location: Putnam English class
- Event Summary: “Here’s what the official complaint said. Spoiler: it leaves out everything that mattered.”as you can see, I got suspended. It says Richard was very rude to a female student. He kept asking questions about her weight and he was also throwing objects across the room, even though the teacher had spoken to him about both offenses.
- Emotional State: that situation pissed me off so much, that girl asked me how much I weighed first and then I asked her how much she weighed back. She was mad because she wanted to play football. She was bigger and stronger than me and she was disgusted that my scrawny ass got to play varsity Center and I didn’t want to and I sucked lol.
- Reflection: I still think school discriminate against everybody and they don’t allow people to reach their full potential. They try to lump everybody into one category and don’t understand that everyone is different. It’s sad to say with that girl might still be stronger than me lol.
3-10-1994
Huffy White Heat Vanishes
One evening back in the spring of 1994, I had rode my favorite bicycle over the Lynds house to hangout with Tammy and a female friend of hers. The 3 of us talked upstairs for what felt like hours. This girl told Tammy and I the funniest/craziest things that I have ever heard a girl say about guys in my entire life. She gave us intimate details about all the guys she had under her thumb. I was uncharacteristically quiet, at this point in my life. I didn’t believe a word of what this girl was saying. She said guys buy her anything is she was affectionate with them. (Which looking back is absolutely hilarious. I was way more interested in comics and collecting toys, than I was in girls. lol I swear I love women)
It was getting later at this point, the street lights were on and I was planning on leaving, but this girl kept telling her wild stories. I was going to grab my bike in their back yard by the dog pen, I saw it clear as day, but I couldn’t resist, I followed Tammy and her friend as they walked towards the road, since this girls story never seemed to end.
This girl kept talking as we were hanging around the front of the house.
It was getting late at this point, street lights were on. Then as I was about to leave, I noticed my bicycle had vanished into thin air. We never saw anyone walking past us or anyone riding up the street, Tammy’s dog never made a sound. I was totally heart broken, I love that bicycle. the three of us immediately started walking around the neighborhood. I was totally dreading the idea of explaining this to my parents.
We were walking north on Gilbert, already past Fargo, when we saw a kid on my bike. The three of started walking faster and Tammy called out- Billy. This kid started riding towards us. He rode under a street light, so it must’ve took his eyes a moment to adjust, but we could see him clear as day and as soon as he got a good look at us , he turned and started riding away as fast as he could. As soon as I saw his twist the handle bars I bolted after him, I almost caught him, but there was two concrete blocks with a cable across them, it was blocking most of the path that leads to K-mart and my eyes hadn’t adjusted yet. Whoever this kid was knew better and rode around the right hand side. My dumbass thought I’d be able to tackle him and recover my bike if I went left. If I wasn’t so worried about damaging my bike, I would’ve had him. lol
Instead I ran into straight the cable and it stopped me dead in my tracks, my arms and legs shot straight out in front of me like a cartoon character and I had the wind knocked out of me. Thankfully I was able to recover quickly and I jogged up the path while recovering my breath and scanned the parking lot in front of Kmart and then jogged up the road to see the area behind the building, but my Huffy White Heat mountain bike was lost to history: lol. Never to be seen again.
Tammy was positive it was a kid named billy. I thought she said his name was Baskawitz, but she must’ve meant Blank (I’ll leave it blank lol) or I heard her wrong. The police were called and went to Fargo st, they talked to this kid Billy’s mother. Tammy was loud about it too, man she was positive it was billy that stole my bike, the other girl said she was able to identify Billy as well.
I’m not sure who Billy is or if he really was the kid we saw that night. I was just going along with what I was told. My father and Richard Lynds were there, my dad showed up after the police were called and we even drove around searching for my bicycle after the police left. I’m not sure if Richard Lynds searched too.
But there was a police report to, even though I got a new bike, I always wanted that old one back.
I hated my new bike. lol I rode our moped around more than that newer bicycle.
report card end or year
tammy goes missing
July 21, 1994 Tammy went missing. Her father came over the next morning with her brother asking if I knew what was going on, but I didn't have a clue, I don't remember if I did or didn't talk to her the night before, but I probably did I mean really I don't know, it's been so long. I remember the police came over a couple times. one time I spoke to them in the backyard and I told them everything that we had done and everything I could remember, another time they'd stop by and claimed that someone had pranked called Tammy's house and hung up and they asked to check the basement, so my mom let them search and then they left, I don't remember anything else about that event, but I found it odd I wasn't allowed to call the Lynds or ask what was going on, like someone doesn't like the fact that I ask a lot of questions myself. I don't remember there being any missing posters or any searches. Then on November 4th someone reported finding a body, I remember being at my cousin's house at the time and we drove past that on our way home when our mother picked us up, I don't remember seeing anything, I just remember stuff going on. I believe it was the following week in school I was called into the principal's office and officers shoved a picture in my face asking if I knew who that was and I couldn't tell the time. And then I was brought down town Springfield to the police station and I waited for my parents to arrive and then I was questioned. At first I told police I had no idea Tammy snug out but after being grilled I eventually told police that she knocked on my window one night and then just left I don't know why they were so intent on asking me to do that, I assumed they just wanted to know what was going on. But I didn't have a clue so I couldn't help. Tammy was buried November 18, 1994. I went to the wake the night before her funeral and I'm happy I didn't go to the funeral because people at the wake were very rude and loud saying why is he here, what's he doing here, he knows more than he's telling. I can't remember at all but I remember having severe anxiety and kneeling at my friend Tammy's casket wondering how this is even possible, how could there be no answers, how can they be burying her and they don't have a cause of death. But I wasn't allowed to ask questions so that was the end of that.
🗓️ 1994-07-21
🧠 #grief #suspicion #shock
🌍 #HopeStreet #PutnamHS
👤 #Tammy #myMother
⚖️ #police_misconduct
✏️ Tammy disappears. I'm questioned. The weight of never arrives.
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Christmas video
1994-95 Still in property maintenance shop, it was always a lot of fun but kids were always getting in trouble for ridiculousness. One kid got suspended for throwing a broom handle like a javelin towards a bunch of teachers, even though it wasn't going to hit the teachers. this is funny, lol When drywall joint compound starts to go bad it smells horrible, so every chance we would get we would scoop some out and put it in the teacher's desk, and he would always yell and scream.
This year I played soccer with my cousin and brother, physically I felt terrible still, I couldn't keep up with the other teammates, so I played goalie. The only games you won that year were against teams that had girls on them lol we didn't have any real team work, just a bunch of kids running around having fun. At the time A couple female classmates kept trying to lure me down into the sub basement of the school with the prospect of doing naughty things, naughty things that I thought would make a mess and as funny as it was to talk about, i thought it would be disgusting. It just so happened that one of the times that someone had asked me to go down there and I said no thanks, I happen to have to walk by the door to the sub basement and a police officer sprung out and asked if I was trying to get down there. I was very confused because I was nowhere near at the door at the time and then he claimed I tried to jiggle the handle. If he hadn't said that I might have told him that other people had invited me down there, I was a kind of a airhead I would just tell the truth if someone had asked, but once he lied, I must've seemed so confused that he knew he screwed up.
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