2020
February, Gi joe race down brook. I had so much fun setting this race up and I'm pretty sure Beth had a miserable time. I'm pretty sure she felt like she was a little too old and mature, to be racing toys down a brook with her boyfriend. lol
Youtube video link
March 3
This was one of the best times I've ever had flying drones. i thought it was going to crash, but the gyro held out. lol
Youtube Link
march 6 Zartan video lol
August 13
This is another time that there was something wrong with me and none realized it. Today my dad and I finally went and flew this stupid HobbyZone Mini Apprentice S rc plane. lol I had been practicing for months on the laptop computer program, because we could hook it up to the TV and practice crashing all we wanted. I tried to get Dom into it, but he wasn't interested.
It sounds stupid now, but I actively avoided talking to my dad at this time, all because he would ask me about flying this stupid thing. lol He would ask if I wanted to drive it back and forth in the yard, even though I knew we wouldn't be able to flyvit. We even took it to the parking lot at the school up, and just drove it around the parking lot, and I thought it was ridiculous. Looking back, I had a shit ton of anxiety at this time and wasn't thinking straight.
I was worried we were going to crash this stupid thing, under normal circumstances I wouldn't give a fucking shit if we crashed it, we could just put some tape on it, it's a piece of fucking foam, but I was worried about getting my thyroid irradiated, so I stopped taking my throid meds and thought I'd notice the signs and symptoms, since I was waiting to have all these crazy sucidal thoughts, but that's not actually how my thyroid effects my mental health.
I shared this link because you can hear my father talking a little bit in it, and it drives me absolutely fucking bonkers when I listen to it.
I used to nag my dad to go fishing, hiking, have family parties, you name it, I'd ask him to do it. now all of a sudden I have all the free time in the world, he starts asking to do something and I start hiding in the fucking house???
I literally rememeber complaining and telling people that I didn't want to fly that stupid plane. lol
I didn't want to??? Why the fuck was I practicing then???
Blackstone River and Canal Heritage State Park
Beth and I took Stephen walking here at this Blackstone Heritage site a few times. It's a really beautuful site. I even tried fishing here a few times, but I don't remember catching anything.
We parked at the Riverbend Farm Visitor Center a couple times and we took him hiking Towpath Trail, which is north of there.
On a sunny day, you can catch hundred of turtles all along the canal. I never got a chance to drop my gopro into the canal, I was always curious what I would see.
Dinosaurs foot prints 9-19
Red Bridge
Wallamanumps falls
October
Beth and I took Stephen to Wojicks farm in Blackston, it was a blast, we did the cornmaze, went on the tractor ride and got apple cider donuts at
their little coutry store. It was such a beautiful day out and the farm wasn't to busy.
I feel really bad for Beth when thinking about events like this, I remember telling her how happy I was and how I wanted to do more stuff like this with her son. I distinctly remember her pulling me aside and asking if I was serious about the things I said, because they were very nice and she was used to people being very rude, dissimisive and disrespectful to her.
Below is a link to a video that shows us walking back to the parking and you can see Stephen smiling, and I'm joking with him after he just took a shitter. lol He handled it so well, but he did have a a few little screatches, so I reported it. Beth seemed really concerned, but Stephen handled it like a champ. I probably would've complained. lol Stupid parking lot tripping people on purpose. lol It's a trap. We look stupid with those masks on.
Quabbin october 9
Dinosaur foot prints 10-10
Skinner mt 10-10
Doanes Falls Royalston, MA 10-15
11-7 Midure Conservation area. I used to bring action figures on all my hikes, I still try to but I haven't gotten as many hikes lately
Kmart on boston rd Palmer, MA . We used to meet here so Kathy could pick Dominic up, it wasn't like I was driving around looking places to take pictures with my action figures lol
2020-12-25
Medications for the year.
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