The beginning of 2003 was rough my cousin Brian died he was the only forty years old. I remember his wake in West Springfield and then the family went back to the agawam sportsman's club just to celebrate his life. I remember hanging out with James Misty and Amber and listening to their mom talk about how she planned on coming back and fixing up the sportsman's club because her father owned it and was a family type business place to hang out. Love going there I got to shoot guns we get to go fishing there was a little pond there, it's been torn down now there's some apartments i'm not sure if that pond is still there
My ex wife JS moved back around June 2002 and got pregnant and our son was born in February of 2003. Dietrich's birth was pretty rough he was stuck in the neonatal intensive care unit for weeks. It didn't help that I fell absolutely terrible and then my newborn son was helpless stuck in a hospital and I couldn't do anything to help him
It was right after our son was born that I really started to suffer some serious mental effects from my hyperthyroidism again and trying to treat it by talking to doctors and receiving depression medication made it all worse. We were living off of Boston Road at the time, My wife and I were having troubles because of my mental health issues.
Lisa Strong was murdered April 30th 2003 she was buried alive after being shot by her psychotic boyfriend this is down in South or North Carolina
I still remember the toothpick Dick Rick jokes SF made, ha ha ha. It's a shame too, after that I started calling myself Ricky again. Please Commonwealth of Massachusetts don't tell me you're going to pretend you don't remember that's how I got the restraining order removed around 2003 too, I got lucky and someone heard her mocking me in the hall at court, calling me toothpick Dick Rick, toothpick Dick Rick. Then she was forced to admit that I never did anything and there was reason to believe I would stab anyone with anything for any reason, let alone a stupid toothpick. Seriously???
One night after jamie came home late we'd gotten in an argument and she'd left crying, so I cut up some of her jewelry and scratched some of her favorite pans while I was having a panic attack, she had been drinking and she just took our son drive for a drive up to Moss Road to a cousin's house where her sister was staying. Her sister was dating my cousin at the time. She was drunk and called the cops and said we were having a fight. When the police showed up they gave me a choice they said they could arrest her for drunk driving and child endangerment or they could arrest me and she'll be able to keep her job in her license. So obviously that didn't leave me much of a choice I allowed myself to be arrested, and then the charges were dropped shortly after.
It was around this time I was fixing up my mother's bathroom because we only lived like 1/2 mile away so I would bring Dietrich over here and that summer the house was robbed while I was working on the house. Jamie and I were going to move back in because I was struggling and she was only thinking of herself as always that's how she is even now and I'm going to prove that with messages I have with her so we ended up getting an apartment in West Springfield right next to mingles, but I never went there at that time
Our relationship was a disaster after that and she wanted to move and that's when I met Ira Bloom. I got into a rent to own situation with this mentally disturbed person. At first I thought he was just a concerned father who was having a hard time in his divorce from his wife and I understood because I was having trouble with my wife as well. He told me his X was physically abusing their son and had heard him at the Jewish Community Center in Longmeadow MA and asked if I would call the Department of social services anonymously and say I witnessed some abuse and ask for someone to investigate and I did. Granted it was probably not the brightest idea but I wasn't thinking straight at the time and I didn't think I was hurting anybody by asking someone to investigate an alleged assault allegation. My wife and son had moved to West Springfield at the time and this man kept calling me all the time with concerns and problems. Then my wife and I began renting a house from her father in Springfield Off of Berkshire Ave. Which was unfortunately closer to Boston Road, so this mentally disturbed man contacted me more and more. One day out of the blue he brought up my friend Tammy Lynds who was found dead on Fox Road and asked if I would murder his ex-wife because of the abuse but she was inflicting upon their son, he also told me that he would pay me for my services. He told me he wanted me to murder her rape her and dump her body in another state and make it look like she was robbed At that point I had a friend anonymously called the police and report what Ira had said. I also contacted someone who I knew was looking out for Ira, who helped him pay for our rent a own situation and this man paid the balance of Ira's blooms bill, so that I wouldn't have to deal with Ira ever again, which I was very grateful for. I felt like such a piece of trash when that guy asked me to do that, I couldn't understand how any one would ask me of all people to do something so horrific and bring up my friend who was found dead on the side of the road.
I was also taking ephedra when I was working-out back then, so that didn't help, that gave me a lot of anxiety and caused my heart to race. I was having random uncontrollable panic attacks and I didn't understand what was happening to me at the time, I was struggling trying to hold it together. I told all the doctors I saw and they thought I was faking. We did try seeing a marriage counselor but that was a total disaster. This guy blamed it all on her and then I left those marriage counseling sessions feeling like somebody just told you I told you you were right all along. I'm sure that was terrible for our relationship, I'm sure I was a pompous rear end after that. I used to take my son jogging in the cemetery right up the street every day with our dog, we had a different Pomeranian Hailey back then. I used to love doing that but I would come back really low energy and I don't believe my ex-wife enjoyed that.
August 28th 2003 Grandma Francis died that was terrible I remember my uncle coming up and he was very upset because he felt like he should have spent more time on there and I always wondered why he would cry when it was his own fault that he didn't spend time with his mother
Jamie used to cheat on me all the time. Her and buddies at the salon she worked that used to snort Coke and get drunk in the parking lot every night. They were all a bunch of party animals. I remember when the owner died from liver disease. Everyone was worried it was hepatitis because they all use these dollar bills rolled up the snort together.
So the first time I told you, I cut up some of Jamie’s jewelry scratched couple of her pants, cause she was cheating on me and then grabbed my son and ran off drunk driving.
Another time that I caught her cheating. I don’t know if I told you this. When I first met her in 1999 she got a job at a porn shop called book ends in Enfield Connecticut. That’s how I met my buddy Paul. She was friends with her first, but she also worked with this guy Hector. A few years later after our son was born she started getting drunk and hanging around with him and sleeping with him. And then I found out in one night when I was up sick and full of anxiety. He had texted her phone and I saw that she was out cold, so texted him back and invited him to park up the street. I told him I would come outside. The sky waited outside for like 3 1/2 hours and I kept flicking the light in the front of the house. lol I would text him back that Ricky just woke up. I’ll be out in a minute. lol
The next day he found out it was me came over and I was standing in the driveway and wanted to fight. They used to call him fat and stinky and he is so lucky that I was sick at the time because if I felt the way I do now back then and this loser came to my house to start a fight with me while my infant child was there, I would break him in ways. He can’t even imagine. lol I was too sick to even call the cops. I was stupid and just totally out of it. lol not anymore
My wife and I had split up and I was staying at my mother's house. One night in a manic episode, I took a Dremel and scratched the tattoos on my left arm, and then wrapped bleach in a paper towel around one of the tattoos in an attempt to remove it. It was my wife's name at the time. Listen to me everyone don't get people's name statute on you. lol It was horrible I had a chemical burn, and I still have a scar from it. My arm swelled up in a very strange way around my elbow for weeks and I didn't go to the doctor's. I was a complete disaster.
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